Who am I?
I'm 28, can I still get away with saying girl instead of woman?! Married with one child. Been 'big' all my life until around 2 years ago when I lost almost 13 stone. Couldn't get my head around it and then put 10st back on...
I'm doing this because I want to keep a record of my struggle. Because that's what it is, a daily, hourly, every second struggle.
I found out lots about myself along the way previously and just how messed up I am around food. Issues indeed. But self preservation must come into this and self-pitying out. Lessons learned putting it all back on. Not good.
This is my challenge to get back down to a size I am happy with but doing the mental battle as well as that is the key.
Hopefully it makes sense and you understand where I'm coming from... and don't think I'm a complete freak!
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